friends are overrated. i envy those who have healthy relationships because mine are always so bad. i can’t trust anyone because it used to be so bad but when i try i get burned. when i do eventually get close & they see i’m eccentric and inconsistent i get full shade & haterade dumped so hard at times i wonder why i bother. but full plastic mode turns stuff around & it pisses me off to no end! i work out put on expensive clothes & got the warpaint on to hide the dark circles under my eyes & oh everyone suddenly wants to be my friend! all they want is money & sex. do i look stupid? ugh sickening no one wants me unless i’m totally fake. i got tired of pretending (too much work) cos when they found the truth i’m back to where i’m started: drunk & suicidal.
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